BT!!! itu aza yg bisa gue bilang…
nyebelin banget…
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
emank susah jadi org…
haiz…
susah banget seh cuma gitu aza… reseee!!!!!!!!
sorry pasti pada nga ngerti…
gue rasa nga bener aza kalo mesti cerita di sini…
anyway
gue mesti tenang dan belajar
Lord, help me to calm down…
Thank you Jesus…
wah.. Singapore is really very cold right now… rain and rain and rain… 
hopefully it wont rain till it flood.. because china town is one of the area which will be flooded if it really rain till it flood Singapore..
Somehow I am excited about the work that I am gonna do… semakin yakin kalo kerjaan ini tuh dr Tuhan… Tuhan beri aku kepekaan ya Tuhan untuk mengerti rencanaMu…
Tadi sore ada coaching session sama Unit Manager ku yg kata org2 ganteng… huaha… interesting…
He shared lots of things with me.. and it make me realise that Insurance is not about selling but it about consultation and helping ppl to manage their money well… And it make me even eager to start and meet ppl… because my deepest passion is customer service.. I like to see my customer happy and get what is best for them..
Really hope that I can help ppl in the work that I will be doing very soon… So ppl, do not be afraid if I call and ask to meet up ok.. because the purpose is not to sell u product but to help you maximise your money and manage your financial.. no obligation to buy yeah… so happy and excited…
oh ya, i went to take a foto today… its actually for my name card foto.. and the studio help me to make up and do touch up.. and i was looking at their album for make over fotos.. erm.. kind of interesting… thinking of doing it.. hehe… anyway ya its actually one of my wish list… but yeah.. financially not really stable so did not really pursue it… wait till I am financially quite ok i think..
wahhh see my wish list is getting longer and longer… haha
last night one of my friend ask me to look for boy friend… he said that i am getting older and need to find a boy friend… huahah… dont worry my friend… i will find one when i am ready… but may be not now… kinda tired of guys right now.. cape!!!! huahaha… will see how God will show me my soulmate…
now, my focus will be my career and also my ministry… too many things to be done.. no time for guys… huahaha… hope that i really can make it without guys… huahaha…
thinking of going back to jkt.. ermm… so many things need to be done over there.. need to meet many ppl too but i have limited time.. oh Lord, can I request for extension of time.. ???
after jkt, want to go to Tiangwangkang and Kubung but not confirm.. see how… hope that i can go there.. pray hard for that..
ok.. time to sleep or else tomorrow will be late.. meeting patrick to discuss about retreat pemuda 2006 dan mungkin mo go back to office.. to learn about the forms and all..
nite Singapore..
love??
what come to ur mind when u hear this word?
since I broke up, i have been looking at couples around me.. and I can
see love in their eyes… When i see them laugh together and walk
together, what I always said to myself is that "There is love"…
I used to think that I know lots of things about love, but ermm.. may be I am wrong…
I dont know anything about love…
Looks like all awhile I have failed in my love life..
But I always believe that all things happen for a reason..
So i have never regretted anything that happened in my life…
ya… thats life… always have ups and downs
about my exam.. I have passed my Basic Insurance Concept and Prinsiples… Yeah!!!! haha
next will be Personal General Insurance which is on Monday… I have
only 5 days left to study the whole book which I have not read at
all… huaaaa… help…
Then at the same time I will be have my couching sessions with Tawi (my
manager) followed by my Foundation Training… hopefully before I leave
for Jakarta, I would be able to sell.. So that I can have income… erm
quite tight right now…
There are too many things that I wanna do after I get my so called income…
First of all, I want to reborn my hair… To be exact want to change
style… fashion and all… Will be doing lots of shopping… need to
clear up my cupboard…
Then, I want to buy something for my parents and grandparents..
Next, save up for my education… really wanna study again…
What else??? Too many things to list out… hehehe…
Lately has been enjoying reading comics.. hahaha..
its fun..
now need to bath.. huaha… I am cold… Its winter in Singapore…
Blogging..???
erm.. should I start blogging? I am not sure also..
but I think it will help to get rid of the things in my heart..
Thank you ika for ur encouragement just now…
Thank you ci rit too for the reminder last night…
Thank you Lord for everything that you have teach me…
I am feeling wierd right now..
Feel lonely but I have so many friends concern about me…
Feel neglected by someone… that make me disappointed..
ERm.. He said that we are friends forever but he did not even look for me at least once..
How to maintain friendship like that???
I can see him online… but he did not even called me.. he did not even talked to me..
haiz…
Welly… I am practising what u asked me to do… not only you but many
ppl ask me not to call him first.. yeah… I am trying very hard…
Being strong…
Rita, you can do it…
You have to go through all these..
It is slow process but at the end of everything, you can see that God is writing your life story…
God, thank you for everything… Thank you for what u have done for me
till today… thank you for the friends you have provided me..
time to study now..
Tomorrow my Exam for Basic Insurance Concept and Principles…
Lord, help me to focus and concentrate…
